jueves, 1 de diciembre de 2011

Strangely happy

Strangely happy on a Thor's Day.
Today, just as the first young minutes of the day we're greeting me as I was in my balcony I had a kind of revelation yet again. And I smiled to myself. I realize I'm happy and wish the world could feel this sense of comfort that requires no vengeance, no bringing anyone down, no getting over something/someone, no being the best at everything, no action at all, just being... 
But if I die today, remember this: those that matter and have ever mattered to me will still matter beyond the grave. And then you'll drink to my health wherever you think I may be and I'll smile, for you are my friends, my loves.

This I dedicate to every one who matters or has ever mattered to me, regardless of what time did to us or where life has taken us. Wounds become scars, and scars just blurry memories. But always happy memories for they are mine. I fear no pain, no new endeavors. I missed out on nothing for no pattern was I to follow nor none should I follow. My way is mine alone and is as best as I make it, never worse than anybody's, never better than anybody's, just mine.

This next part has been snagged from a friend's status in Facebook. 

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about yo...u every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.” Bob Marley

But did you know that when it snows
My eyes become large
And the light that you shine can't be seen?


1 comentario:

  1. I know what you mean. It's like an epiphany. But you feel it. And it's real. It's like feeling empty, but at the same time fulfilled. It's kinda ironic. But it makes you feel in peace with yourself.

    Glad you can experience it :)

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